The Writers' Circle

I am all these things I envisage.
So I didn't quite match up to your expectations,
well sorry to disappoint but the funny thing is I'm really not that sorry.
That rock you thought I was it was a false interpretation.
I'm more like a broken flower, 
you need to handle me gently.
I want to feel my heart outside of my body, 
that's how I feel with you. 
I don't want this to end yet I don't want me to end. 
I want a 'me' before anything else.
an 'us' can't quite match up to that.
Do you see what I mean?
I know my words are twisted
the cracks are starting to show.
In my confusion you can seek comfort, I guess?
I'm like a freebird,
I feel rejuvenated, I want to suck you in the experience
I want you to feel what I feel
I want you to see the world through my eyes.
Paradise paradise paradise
Oh my I've lost it again
but I don't regret it because it feels so good.