So much to cope with;
and how to cope with it all? -
Split-second videos play one after the other, on and on in my head
of all the beautiful-bad methods I could use;
I'm lost in these images; I'm lost in the never-ending problems and solutions and problems...
I have a male partner, a hospitalised sister, two difficult essays, and an unstable mind;
I have a resurfaced pill-habit, a cold, sadness and anxiety, and premenstrual syndrome
which is driving me fucking CRAZY!!!