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Did you ever have dreams?

By Reiner | Posted: 27 April 2009

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Bad language
"Did you ever have dreams?"
"How do you mean? Like, when I'm asleep? Those kinda dreams?"
"Hell no. Dreams of far away places. Exciting things to do. Anything that was out of the ordinary. Those kind of dreams."
"Not really, but when I was ten, I had a dolly. I used to dream of having a real baby, then one day, when momma was out, my daddy started touching me and putting his 'thing' inside me. It wasn't until I was thirteen years old when I gave birth to my baby."
"What happened then?"
"They gave my baby away, then my momma threw me out, said it was all my fault and that I must have led my daddy on. I was only a kid for Christ's sake. I didn't know nuttin' about sex!"
"God, you were shafted in more ways than one sister."
"That's true honey. That sure is true."
The two women sat in a small but airy room. In the background, the sound of heavy rainfall mingled with the crash of thunder.
"How did you survive?" enquired the first.
"Well, I cried a lot. And when I couldn't steal food from the local stores, I searched trash cans for scraps, anything that would keep me alive. At night I slept under the boardwalk with the stray dogs and the drunken bums."
"I bet you grew up wanting to kill your daddy, right?"
"I did up until I was sixteen."
"What changed your mind?"
"He got into a drunken brawl and some white guy blew daddy's brains out. Good riddance to shit I say. I never did get a chance to thank that white boy." The door opened and a trolley with food on it was wheeled in. "Hey now, that's enough of my troubles, you gotta eat missy."
The first woman picked up a fork, stabbed at something on the plate, but did not eat.
"What's a matter honey. You ain't telling me that you ain't hungry?" said the second.
"It's this whole business," said the first, rubbing her belly. "I'm afraid to go through with it."
"Now you listen here lady, and you listen good. We is black and we is proud. Ain't nobody gonna take that away from us, not ever, you hear?"
"I'm sorry, but these last few months have been hell."
"I know honey, I know, but it's almost time. You gotta be strong." said the second.
"Like you, I had a dream of having a baby. A nice house and a good man. Some say it hurts like hell before it's over. Others say I won't feel a thing. They don't know do they. I mean, how could they?"
The second smiled as best she could. "All I know is, you'll be given a sedative to calm you down. It shouldn't hurt much. Hey, you haven't touched your food."
"I guess I should eat, shouldn't I?"
The second nodded, and through tear filled eyes, the first slowly chewed her food before swallowing. She ate as much as she could stomach, then pushed the trolley away.
"What will happen afterwards?" she said.
"Honey, you'll be floatin' so high, you won't have a care in the world."
"But what about you?"
"Well, I guess I'll be joining you. I'm due in two weeks unless..."
The sentence went unfinished, as once again, the door opened. A man entered accompanied by a priest and addressed the first. "It's time."
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Comments 
zion613
27 April 2009
This is depressing, though very well written. Is this in an abortion clinic?

Did you say you have a published novel? What's it called?
JD Higginson
27 April 2009
Isn't it in a hospital before birth?
Reiner
27 April 2009
Hi JD,
I have tried to create a piece that gives the illusion of two women in hospital. In fact, they are both on death row. The meal was the final one before death.
The line: "Well, I guess I'll be joining you. I'm due in two weeks unless..." is an intimation of the hope the woman has of a delay in her own sentence being carried out.

Reiner
Reiner
27 April 2009
Hi Zion

My novel is Memoirs of a Vampire Hunter. 

ISBN: 978-0-908382-2-3 for paperback

ISBN: 978-0-9803582-3-0 for ebooks in various forms: Mobipocket etc.

LCCN:  	2008378757

Reiner.

Ps. Dreams is not set in an abortion clinic.
zion613
27 April 2009
Whoa! Maybe you could make that a little clearer. Still, a profound piece.
JD Higginson
27 April 2009
Would they kill a pregnant woman? Kinda disturbing if they would. Thanks for clearing up the confusion around the scene though. It's a unique example of when a dialogue-heavy piece can work.

JD
poppy101
27 April 2009
I think you have to be incredibly careful when writing about issues like abuse.  To the outsider its easy to assume the victim would feel like this character but its much more complex than this - dont forget he's her daddy!  Up until the age of 10 she probably looked up to him, idolised him, whatever and abuse doesn't rule those feelings out it just muddies them into a whirlpool of emotions which she probably then didn't know how to handle - which could be how she ended up on death row?  but you either need to show the depth of the problem or choose a different angle.
Reiner
27 April 2009
To both JD and Zion.

Although I set out to have two women in a prison cell, I deliberately made it so the reader can take from it what they want. 
These women are talking about dreams of what their lives might have been. One is talking about her abused past. There is no mention of either being pregnant. One does mention having had a child. The other wishes she could have one.
A reader could easily assume that they are in an abortion clinic or a hospital. 

"Like you, I had a dream of having a baby. A nice house and a good man. Some say it hurts like hell before it's over. Others say I won't feel a thing. They don't know do they. I mean, how could they?" 
The first two sentences tells us what she wants. Then the pain of what is to come enters her mind. The last two sentences are a hint that only the dead can come back and tell us whether the fatal injection, the chair or whatever means of execution, hurts.

To be honest, I'm not disappointed by the way you have read the piece. I feel as though I have succeeded in making you think about it. I'm not trying to be big headed here. It was an experiment with dialogue and little else.

Reiner
Reiner
27 April 2009
Hi Poppy

I agree with what you say. I could have gone much deeper but chose not to; I know from my own experience as a child, except my abuser was not a parent. 'Dreams' does not reflect what I went through.
As explained earlier, it was an experiment in dialogue. I'm sorry if you were offended by the piece.

Reiner
poppy101
27 April 2009
I wasn't offended - I did think hard before I wrote my comment and I'm humbled by your response.  I hope you understand what I meant.
Reiner
27 April 2009
Hi Poppy.

Absolutely. No need to be humbled; life is life. Maybe I should stick to writing about less harsh things, certainly for this site.

Reiner
poppy101
27 April 2009
Please dont write about less harsh things!!! Writing and reading are how we learn - what I'm saying is teach us through your words but dont teach us half an idea show us the whole thing.
Reiner
27 April 2009
Ok, will do. The trouble is, I sometimes only 'see' snippets. The scenes don't always pan out well. But I'll try.

Reiner
poppy101
27 April 2009
Good.  Keep writing.

Poppy.
Reiner
27 April 2009
And you, you're really good.

Reiner
zion613
27 April 2009
I haven't read anything that was so open to interpretation. It really does make one think, and if that was your goal, you've achieved it.

Keep iot up! ;)
JD Higginson
27 April 2009
I think both of you have valid points. Sometimes the snippet is good and sometimes it doesn't tell enough but both occasions can be found in the same piece.

It's all down to the reader and that's one of the hardest things that I've come across in writing - trying to make sure that the meaning and tone is conveyed to everyone who comes across it. Somehow I think that it's an impossible cause but it's one that's probably worth pursuing anyway.

Keep it up Reiner.

JD

P.S. I'm loving the constructive dialogue between multiple writers concerning one piece. This is the kind of thing we need more of. Good job.
Reiner
27 April 2009
Many thanks to all of you who have commented. I wasn't sure if Carl would be ok with the way this 'thread' is panning out, ie, constructive dialogue between multiple writers concerning one piece, as JD puts it. 
Personally, I like to answer comments when I can and if I feel they need it and I certainly enjoy replies. How else can we learn and improve without dialogue amongst ourselves?

Reiner.
JD Higginson
27 April 2009
I realise that I'm going to contradict myself with what I'm about to say but why would carl have a problem if the comments remained on topic?

JD
Reiner
27 April 2009
Well, as it's not strictly a forum, I didn't know if there would be a complaint about it. I have looked at quite a few posts and noticed that what is happening on this post hasn't really occurred elsewhere.
I subscribe to various writing groups/forums and there are those that frown upon such things. Discussion is good providing it is relevant. We should keep it up.

Reiner
JD Higginson
27 April 2009
Relevance is key but how do you encourage that?
Reiner
27 April 2009
I don't know. What isn't wanted, not by me anyway, is "how are you today?" and the like. I know I have answered specific questions that have nothing to do with the original post. I was going to email you and poppy, but the instructions at the top of the form state that only comments made about the recipients writing are acceptable, so I didn't send the mail.
If people don't mind having the answer to a non relevant question by email, then that's ok by me.  People can mail me anytime, so long as it's about writing, mine or theirs or if they want info about my web sites, which relate to writing anyway.
I hope this helps, but I doubt it.

Reiner.

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