Inspiration?
An afflatus perhaps...nothing more!
Well, that doesn't mean I stop having crushes..I still do..but I can control my feelings and get over it...Since I have known what true love is, I reconcile my ideas with my actions. That is a good news. Another thing... I have long forgotten someone truly special.
Let's just say that he grew tired of me...(as a bosom friend)..finally, he never utter a word nor even appreciate me anymore! I do not own an existence in his life! And that is for a lifetime, I reckon. Pathetic!
When he knew that he I commended him above all other men, he stopped being a friend to me. At first, we were still having fun. Then, the climax stopped the happy ever after in our camaraderie. Sad and prophetic...I still dream about the two of us...he and me...Laughing out loud over a corny joke! But that is history. As I tried to get close to him once more, he showed coldness and bitterness. Maybe, I am not deserving for this man.
Reminiscing the day he and I have promised to be in a relationship after graduation, these bittersweet memories are my only consolations...That is, if both of us would never have a lover...Now, I miss him...I only want him in my life...even if it is all PLATONIC LOVE that is between the two of us!
I have never open up this topic for so long...Not only to shed a tear..but also to forget!
Could I ever forget this man?
Well...I can never tell myself...Stupid! My heart is stupid...this guy is simply mediocre! He is even childish, not childlike! Materialistic...Agnostic...Pessimistic..that is he...behind all these negativities, he changed when he had known me..and now that I have lost him, he remains the same man ..the same heartbeat!
Tragic yet divine...
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