The Writers' Circle

WOW!

You deserve it. I am very happy for you...

Anyway, there's nothing new to me. But there is some spark in my encephalon from over a thousand days before. Well, let me speak my mind. I am now turning eighteen but I guess there is still a part of me that will never be a lady.

I don't know why that realization happened. It seems like I am in this blackhole I have created on my own. I am in this for almost three years. In fact, I have not get used to my being a teenager. Well, I acted foolishly. Like a naive child in the playground, I treat life carelessly without even the slightest detail that I am not a kid anymore. I am totally lost.

Heck! Let us just forget about it. LOL!

BTW, that guy must be very special. I see, from some inner being, that he has the kind heart and the sharp intellect, well. He MUST be.

LOL!

I am really blissful that you have felt that kind of emotion, at least. That is for better. You just have to be inspired with the external forces around you. However, you have to strengthen the emotional development to control your aggressive actions. (I have read that from a psychology book). Another thing! You have to make yourself prepared with these special individuals...But you are already special in your own simple way.

Hhhmmm...You also experienced that motivation to go on at school, without even knowing what the lesson could cause migraine in your head, for the sake of seeing him. I also do. ROFL!
I have also undergone that sudden change in my own being. Oftentimes, I do not attempt to put myself in other's shoes but I have changed. So, be it. It was the most beautiful thing that happen in my love story(even if I stay single). Learning and exploring these vista of heartstrings is one of the Eden still in this firmament.

I am truly happy for you, my dearest friend...Hope we could have time together...again!