The Writers' Circle

For the beinging of my life i was happy, 
Yet all it took was one person to say i love You, that sent me to hell. 
Ever since my ex had said those words i have Been in pain for the rest of my life. 

The pain stays around for so long, 
That it is like a way of life of me. 
I wake up and fall down like rain, 
I try to face the day yet all i want now is to fade. 
Fade away and hind forever, so that on one can See this face and further cruse me with pain. 

I know what i did but if you love me then talk To me. 
Cause not going so is like digging a grave with My name on it. 
I 'AM' living a life of pain, 
Something i never wanted to tell you, cause i am Sick of living a life this way. 

I am sorry, and i can't tell you that enough, But it is pointless for me to even think that You would want me now. 
Try to see that your not the only one in pain. 

All I ever want to do in life it help people yet This is my reward for it, 
I get kicked in the ass repeatedly, 
All because i am too damn nice to people that love to abuse me.