Every night when I go to my bed,
These questions are whirling around in my head.
Do you think of me, as I think of you?
Is it just me, or is it you too?
Night after night and day after day,
You're stuck in my head and won't go away.
Sometimes I wish I could just let you go,
Sometimes I wish I could just let you know.
If I ever told you that I love you still,
Would you runaway or climb this tall hill?
To get to the top and win this great war,
Or stay deep down here, regretful, I'm sure.
The pain I have suffered will at sometime give in,
Through heartache and tears I shall finally win.
With you by my side I shall still carry on,
Till hate, fear and envy is finally gone.
If you don't accept, I won't break down and cry,
I'll smile, turn my head, and say my goodbyes.
For the world is so big and you're not the only,
Fish in the sea, I'll never get lonely.
Time heals pain a fact all so true,
A few months alone and I'll be fine without you.
If we could time travel believe me I would,
Change all the things about us I could.
Maybe if you could read this right now,
You could change your mind, maybe, somehow,
Go right back to how we used to be,
Do you understand, well, do you agree?
You're all of the things I want in my life,
Without you the pain's like a bullet or knife.
So I'm still sat here wondering why,
And I won't stop asking till I get a reply.
Do you still love me? Want to be together?
Are you on my side? Through whatever weather?
Am I in your head? From morning 'til night?
Am I in your dreams? When you turn out the light?